Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Movie's...Breaker...


the absolute original girl is back...! phew... finally i get to breath for sometimes... about that thing... it don't really matters me anymore though... basically, is my choice, my options. Watch a really, absolute, creative, awesome, nice movie... woof... i really like that movie... watched it on 12th of december... guess wat movie was i talking about...?look on your left...i really like it....obviously there are almost the entire ppl who watched this movie would like it...alright actually wat i wanna write about is not about this...the actual topic was... BREAKER. i think *** wouldn't really care for ppl eventhough she said that. i don't really like *** attitude this year, this moment, the moment we had past so long... you have'd change...lot! Kindly, everytime i was being nice to you but you don't seem really appreciate it. i don't know what to say more now... i will just be there silently to see you change. tried to stop u but i've failed...

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Confer on sumthing....

Sorry for the soooo late....i'm a bit lazy lately...haha.....o ya back to the main point of the title...i really nid to confer sumthing wif sumone, really! i thaught she was always congenial but mindly she wasn't...Now we really confessing or not or even abit of conflict....I DON'T KNOW! I just don't really mind these things happens...the most important thing is FRIENDSHIP there were more than 5 years we have been sticking together... currently i really don't know who ever that u wanna confess or wat izzit...?I cried and being sad, dissapointed, frustrated for so many days since that problem happened. i don't expect for any apology... bcuz i admit that there's my wrong there... i just wan everything be just normal and we can get back to our old mathod of being together....i really don't wan this thing to hold on anymore like that... i'm over tired... i really can't hold it on any longer... i just hope that even if u r angry at me i just won't mind i will always there... i really won't mind that u angry me... anytime u can talk to me k...take care...REMEMBER Anytime/Anywhere.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

MY LIFE...............DEPRESSED


From today onwards i think my heart will starts bleeding....... and the thing is i dont know why i feel so pain not the pain that the people have diseases..... is that sumthing comes up and make me feels that. i really hope that someone would help me cure this......... i nid sumone who is really treats.........i think now i have 1 but i really hope that our relationship will never endsssss. im frustrated.....................depressed............................ why do i always feel things like that even in my dreams.........why!why!why!why! HELP ME SUMONE!

Thursday, August 7, 2008

ExAmS........sTrEsS........

I had my exams since wednesday 6/8/08, i am trying my best to do the best, really i take it very serius on it. But apparently, i keep on reading and reading and reading, not even a word can get into my head AWFUL! THIS IS REALLY FREAKING ME OUT! im worried i had my geo exam today 7/8/08 the minute i finish my exam was at 11.10 that realy freaks me out i was very temsion at that moment and fortunately i was able to finish it. phew....... i am having my math, sejarah and IT exam tomorrow. math is the subject that im worring, i am really scared. god please bless me! i am really trying my best to do the best! go girl! haha lol silly me....... To be continued on the day when i finish my exam.

Sunday, August 3, 2008

same here as on the main title.............


im really sad and depressed today and yesterday. i don't know why all those adults have to let their anger on us. hello! its damn scary. im really very upset i cried! if i did anything wrong i will personally go straight to you and apologize. but this is really very obvious, i didnt make any mistake, but why?!?! No longer..... i really can't stand or hold it anymore. i just want a piece place and no one could disturb me like Life's Of Innisfree! i had almost everyday depressed, i really don't understand why all parents like to let their anger on their child. in that case i think my parents really dont understand what i'm thinking and what i want. all i want was just warmness , and passion....

Friday, July 25, 2008

CrAzY gAlS................


Yesterday me and my friend was like crazy and u know what, its kind of obvious. really we were playing in the gim and some of them are sleeping and several of us are like crazy like i mension just now. obviously, i am the first time playing so crazy with my friends in school. hahas! even one of my friends said that , lolx. today me and my 4 friends went for angklung practise, the funniest part is when alyssa say 1, 2, 3, one of my friend thought it was bowing then she just bowe but actually is we should go down from the bench. lolx!

Friday, July 18, 2008

Happy Friday.....


TODAY IM REALLY HAPPY I DON'T KNOW WHY. WE ACTUALLY PLAYING WITH THAT, SO THATS IT. I ALWAYS LOVE FRIDAY, I DON'T NOW . LOLX BUT I'M REALLY TIRED. HAHAX, I DONT HAVE MUCH WORDS TODAY. HEHE CUZ IM TOO HAPPY AND I DON'T KNOW WHY . SO THATS IT FOR NOW TOODLES.