Making dicisions...

I really don't understand that why sometimes our parents just won't listen to us... i'm really really getting very tired of it. can i just make my own dicision for just at least once? i can handle all my stuff myself with my own arrangements. but why they do not think so but instead they think i;m such an irresponsible person i'm seriously upset just because of this word they had dissapoint me as my parents... i'm not saying that they are wrong but can't they just listen to me once??? i really don't know what to do and now i'm having dilemma of something and i'm feeling so badly... i wanna cry but sadly i couldn't Help Me!!!!!!!

jealousy hah...

i really dun understand wat are you thinking about. no one does but u urself. y wuldn't u straight away say it to me but instead u tell the someone that u dun really wanna talk to... now i've lost all my believing in u so there are no longer ther real me around i won't put completely my trust on anyone anymore... im really sad of wat u did to me.... i really nid someone who can really listen to me and keep it secret. unfortunately i cant find this 1 in a million person. from now on there won't be anymore of my silly stupid elaine. i dun even trust myself now who do u expect me to trust im really dissapointed and desperately wanna cry but i cant. people say if u do good things there will be good deeds but sometimes i feel like if u do bad things u have good deeds just like wat u did to me. i've learn from u so if anything bad or something u dun like pls don't blame me its ur own fault no one ask or control u to do this kind of things for now i won't say anything but if anything that hurts me again no sorry to say u are going down!

Last day of school 20th of Nov so sad........T.T

School Breaks aren't that happy though... have to be separated with beloved friends and teachers for a few months and all our sweet moments... wish i can rewind the times we had... Anyway, not much on planning what to do during the school break...lolx. In all ways, why do good have to go and the bads will come... i really don't understand... Eventually , i get to understand what does it mean by Friendship. Not much talk now gotta go here are some pics i took this mornin... have a look and stay cool.....

PMR Oversss! phew....

Finally our 3 years of learning had gone in just 1 week of exam. but still next year we have to study... Sry for the so late new posting cuz i'd been bz doing my other stuff. alright lets start with today 21/10 During morning, we had some scrabble explanation and playing including some sign up thingy for painball, sand castle building and a camp to INTI College. me and several of my friends sign up for the painball playing and *sand* castle building i mean... after our break there was this hip-hop group named DANZITY came to our school to instruct us some of the ABC which means basic moves to us...(sorry for the absence of pics, but i heard from one of their member said there will be our pics in their blog *www.danzityproduction.blogspot.com*)honestly we had lots of fun today. First we did some warm up then to a few basic steps. its fun though... after that we had a 1 minute break and the instructer(sean) ask all of us to walk with style. unfortunately most of all were just walking normally but there were several of them for example yee wen she is a damn brave girl haha serious... she dance while she is walking (superb) XD At last Sean explain to us bout dancing thingy and show us some New Style Hip Hop dancing and jazzing, popping , etc... In Conclusion we really had a lot of fun during that moment...i bought their package bag... v

Time Flies... What a day PMR the biggest day is around the corner!

As you can see PMR examination is around the corner and im still haven't fully prepared. I don't know why i don't feel anything like scared or nervous or blah blah blah, normally i will feel like i'm nervous scared and so on but this time i didn't even felt anything eventhough u know the exam is just around the corner, izzit bcuz im stress or what... HELP! I feel strange to myself and now im just sitting infront of the computer typing something i Don't really know what exactly i'm doing. LOLx DAMN IT! I don't know what to do now maybe i'll just close this thing up and start studying and get myself prepared for my examination WISH ME LUCK! stay cool guys take care and good LUCK to you guys too! bye~

too....too.... time Flies Again Our Hari Anugerah Cemerlang 2009 Day.

hmmm first of all, i would love to tell you about something that happen in school today.... We had lots of fun today ... serious.... we played alot of instruments for example andklong gamelan and cak lem pong Angklong were played by

Me Ee Ling
Hsu Lynn
Poh Yuen
Celia
Adele
Mei Chern
Kay Lyn
Sher Maine
Jasniza
Xin ying
Janice
Kah Ming

We really had lots of fun today, i took a lot of pictures today so i think i have nothing to say now so that means........ picture time!