jealousy hah...

i really dun understand wat are you thinking about. no one does but u urself. y wuldn't u straight away say it to me but instead u tell the someone that u dun really wanna talk to... now i've lost all my believing in u so there are no longer ther real me around i won't put completely my trust on anyone anymore... im really sad of wat u did to me.... i really nid someone who can really listen to me and keep it secret. unfortunately i cant find this 1 in a million person. from now on there won't be anymore of my silly stupid elaine. i dun even trust myself now who do u expect me to trust im really dissapointed and desperately wanna cry but i cant. people say if u do good things there will be good deeds but sometimes i feel like if u do bad things u have good deeds just like wat u did to me. i've learn from u so if anything bad or something u dun like pls don't blame me its ur own fault no one ask or control u to do this kind of things for now i won't say anything but if anything that hurts me again no sorry to say u are going down!