Making dicisions...

I really don't understand that why sometimes our parents just won't listen to us... i'm really really getting very tired of it. can i just make my own dicision for just at least once? i can handle all my stuff myself with my own arrangements. but why they do not think so but instead they think i;m such an irresponsible person i'm seriously upset just because of this word they had dissapoint me as my parents... i'm not saying that they are wrong but can't they just listen to me once??? i really don't know what to do and now i'm having dilemma of something and i'm feeling so badly... i wanna cry but sadly i couldn't Help Me!!!!!!!

jealousy hah...

i really dun understand wat are you thinking about. no one does but u urself. y wuldn't u straight away say it to me but instead u tell the someone that u dun really wanna talk to... now i've lost all my believing in u so there are no longer ther real me around i won't put completely my trust on anyone anymore... im really sad of wat u did to me.... i really nid someone who can really listen to me and keep it secret. unfortunately i cant find this 1 in a million person. from now on there won't be anymore of my silly stupid elaine. i dun even trust myself now who do u expect me to trust im really dissapointed and desperately wanna cry but i cant. people say if u do good things there will be good deeds but sometimes i feel like if u do bad things u have good deeds just like wat u did to me. i've learn from u so if anything bad or something u dun like pls don't blame me its ur own fault no one ask or control u to do this kind of things for now i won't say anything but if anything that hurts me again no sorry to say u are going down!