Movie's...Breaker...

the absolute original girl is back...! phew... finally i get to breath for sometimes... about that thing... it don't really matters me anymore though... basically, is my choice, my options. Watch a really, absolute, creative, awesome, nice movie... woof... i really like that movie... watched it on 12th of december... guess wat movie was i talking about...?look on your left...i really like it....obviously there are almost the entire ppl who watched this movie would like it...alright actually wat i wanna write about is not about this...the actual topic was... BREAKER. i think *** wouldn't really care for ppl eventhough she said that. i don't really like *** attitude this year, this moment, the moment we had past so long... you have'd change...lot! Kindly, everytime i was being nice to you but you don't seem really appreciate it. i don't know what to say more now... i will just be there silently to see you change. tried to stop u but i've failed...

Confer on sumthing....

Sorry for the soooo late....i'm a bit lazy lately...haha.....o ya back to the main point of the title...i really nid to confer sumthing wif sumone, really! i thaught she was always congenial but mindly she wasn't...Now we really confessing or not or even abit of conflict....I DON'T KNOW! I just don't really mind these things happens...the most important thing is FRIENDSHIP there were more than 5 years we have been sticking together... currently i really don't know who ever that u wanna confess or wat izzit...?I cried and being sad, dissapointed, frustrated for so many days since that problem happened. i don't expect for any apology... bcuz i admit that there's my wrong there... i just wan everything be just normal and we can get back to our old mathod of being together....i really don't wan this thing to hold on anymore like that... i'm over tired... i really can't hold it on any longer... i just hope that even if u r angry at me i just won't mind i will always there... i really won't mind that u angry me... anytime u can talk to me k...take care...REMEMBER Anytime/Anywhere.

MY LIFE...............DEPRESSED

From today onwards i think my heart will starts bleeding....... and the thing is i dont know why i feel so pain not the pain that the people have diseases..... is that sumthing comes up and make me feels that. i really hope that someone would help me cure this......... i nid sumone who is really treats.........i think now i have 1 but i really hope that our relationship will never endsssss. im frustrated.....................depressed............................ why do i always feel things like that even in my dreams.........why!why!why!why! HELP ME SUMONE!

ExAmS........sTrEsS........

I had my exams since wednesday 6/8/08, i am trying my best to do the best, really i take it very serius on it. But apparently, i keep on reading and reading and reading, not even a word can get into my head AWFUL! THIS IS REALLY FREAKING ME OUT! im worried i had my geo exam today 7/8/08 the minute i finish my exam was at 11.10 that realy freaks me out i was very temsion at that moment and fortunately i was able to finish it. phew....... i am having my math, sejarah and IT exam tomorrow. math is the subject that im worring, i am really scared. god please bless me! i am really trying my best to do the best! go girl! haha lol silly me....... To be continued on the day when i finish my exam.

same here as on the main title.............

im really sad and depressed today and yesterday. i don't know why all those adults have to let their anger on us. hello! its damn scary. im really very upset i cried! if i did anything wrong i will personally go straight to you and apologize. but this is really very obvious, i didnt make any mistake, but why?!?! No longer..... i really can't stand or hold it anymore. i just want a piece place and no one could disturb me like Life's Of Innisfree! i had almost everyday depressed, i really don't understand why all parents like to let their anger on their child. in that case i think my parents really dont understand what i'm thinking and what i want. all i want was just warmness , and passion....

CrAzY gAlS................

Yesterday me and my friend was like crazy and u know what, its kind of obvious. really we were playing in the gim and some of them are sleeping and several of us are like crazy like i mension just now. obviously, i am the first time playing so crazy with my friends in school. hahas! even one of my friends said that , lolx. today me and my 4 friends went for angklung practise, the funniest part is when alyssa say 1, 2, 3, one of my friend thought it was bowing then she just bowe but actually is we should go down from the bench. lolx!

Happy Friday.....

TODAY IM REALLY HAPPY I DON'T KNOW WHY. WE ACTUALLY PLAYING WITH THAT, SO THATS IT. I ALWAYS LOVE FRIDAY, I DON'T NOW . LOLX BUT I'M REALLY TIRED. HAHAX, I DONT HAVE MUCH WORDS TODAY. HEHE CUZ IM TOO HAPPY AND I DON'T KNOW WHY . SO THATS IT FOR NOW TOODLES.

IM SICK.............

17/july-thursday, im sick today. real sick. im sry for the absent to school gals. i tried my best to wake up but i really cant. i wish all the best to our lovely drama. GO GALS! my jie ask me to go singapore before christmas, i hope that i can go. lolx i try my best to finish all my work and go with my another cousin to s'pore.

Love & Happiness......

So, what do you think the difference between this two meanings? Love-is the true love between a couple (agree) In this world, love is always complicated. WHY, example : teenages always fell in love in that age. one of my friend had heart broken. FREN i really hope that u won't do such anything that is bad, in this world there still many good guys in ur future. remember (yesterday is hystory tomorrow is mystery) you wont know whats gonna happen tomorrow. SO i really want you to cheer up and be like usually as. There still alot of ur friends to care about u and so to ur mum or family.^^ so cheer up!
Happiness- means>? this is depends on your ownself. If u want something to be special then u must believe its special. it do exist if u believe it then you will get it.

ENJOYS

Today and yesterday including friday , im so happy , i cant imagine that really lolx. i played with my frens and cousins, omg its really awesome. i really can't wait till that day (miss Clarice)XD. But still i got alot of work to do T.T sobs. its ok now, im really very happy today, tomorrow we have school again. i hope tomorrow will be a new day for me, i really dont wan all those teachers to be like last Friday, PLS.........! i felt alittle bit tired today. hehe (TIRED OF PLAYING) lolx. i wanted to go to sleep now but i dont feel sleepy. its like i can feel that tomorrow will be a new day and towards the next day though. haha^.^!

HATE....HATE....HATE.....

WHY are those adults always have to be the one who say everything, why cant we have the opportunity to talk we're own disicion. WHY is every adults so sellfish even teacher, normally i wont talk about teachers here. but they really make me cant hold it anymore, i hate them, i hate them ,i hate them! Teachers really so sellfish, i know we as the student will be noisy but it is the wan who say that we can do what ever we want. sooooooo , suxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx! i really cant hold it anymore suxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!

ANGER OF THE WORLD

Why do they always let their anger on us, it is because of we've being so irresponsible. This i know but why everyone in this world won't cooperate. WHY! I really don't know what to do now, im sick and i'm now full of problems in school . *sick* I hope one day all those natures will come back. A.S.A.P.! Im now really very depressed, i am now just supporting it and it won't hold long. so i really hope that natures will come back.

Tired..........................

(sigh)this week i am so tired, there's so much activities in school thus there is still tuisyen omg help me. im really darn tired this week, lol this morning me and my fren help teacher to paint the wall and move the plant. there is a merid point and a free water to drink, our teacher paid for that ><. although today is tired but i felt very happy doing the things, cuz i can do it all together with my frens and have fun with it ><, i also don't know what to say anymore...........lolx. fortunately monday is a holiday, so i can get alot of rest on that day. yay!!!! that's all im gonna say today.

miracles do happens..............

oopphhh.... luckily, omg i really have to thank god and my confidence. i really did my split on that rutine. thank godness and now i know that how they care about me now the thorn had gone but still, there is still a little bit more it just wont comes out.and i dont know why? *sigh*lots of lots of problems in daily life, hehex me myself also dont know why. just like the kungfu panda's master (master oogway) says there is no accident. dentiny is destiny.

rainy day...............(heahchew)bless you

OMG... today, the whole day is raining. i love rainy day but it doesn't mean that i like it rains 4ever lolx, today i had a quite lovely day. my school mates was damn funny, they was just like fooling around and thats not it, they were playing with the fan, not actually play with the fan but they compete that who can reach the fan then she is the winner. lolx.
How am i going to do. my leg was cram yesterday then tomorrow i have to do split. oh god pls help me again. i dont really wan my frens to get upset, without me doing the split i think the whole rutine will be getting less marks. oh god...............(sigh)

My puppy

This is my puppy.

Thank Godness........

my puppy is now alright really thank godness. Now i am so happy but something is still in my heart is like, a thorn in my heart. It never goes off till the problem is solve. I think it will stay in my heart forever if no one else care about me. Only my friends will understand me, i said to my friends,and even my frens understand me more then they do . why should i suffer like this, sometimes i felt like its better if i die. they really dont know wat i nid or neither wat im doing. they do just for their own they always let off their anger on us. Why sometimes my life are really sux. It really mean nothing to me i really hope that someday that i could go far away from the place.

God pls help me.........

I actually have a dog, its name was Casper. He use to be a cute puppy of mine but now i really don't know what happened to his left eye, now his left eye was red and difficult to open to him. I really love Casper very much, i can't live without him or neither my family. now my mind is like so unconcious and i cant do anything keep on thinking of that. I swear that i would do anything for my dog to be heal back to normal.